HALT WHO GOES THERE?!
Anytime I think about the word halt, I think about a policeman stopping you, or a guard in the medieval times when you are comingup to the gate to talk to a king, OR EVEN red light green light. You know the game.
All in all its a stopping point, sometimes you can't control it, it just happens.
Over the past couple months since I've been married I have been looking for jobs. NOW have I really been looking for jobs?
Well I put it into high gear since July. Now I know thats not a long time to be looking for jobs. BUT for me it has.
And in the midst of applying and applying and applying and applying I have still yet have found a job. I have applied soooooooooo many places and it just seems I am TO qualifed or do not have enough experience.
DISCOURAGING MUCH? but after talking to a friend and some people at church they put it into perspective. Maybe God doesn't want me to work and get paid maybe He wants me to do volunteer work. Or maybe I am suppose to be a wife. I never got to spend time with matt before we got married, maybe God is giving me an opportunity to get to know Matt better? Who knows
ALL I KNOW is that my life is at a halt at the moment. And though many people might like sitting idle relaxing, watching tv, working out. I DO NOT. well I do but i like people. I like hearing from people. Seeing people. Listening to people. I NEED PEOPLE. lol so until I get to see people I am just going to see where God takes me. Apply for more jobs, get turned down or not even hear back, and keep pressing forward. In the mean time I will do what a wife is to do even though my husband will not be here, and get invovled with church and organizations that need my help :)
To make Gods kindom a little brighter, a little more funny, a little more random.... that is what I am here to do :)
Adventure I am waiting ;)
ok that is all yall have a great day! (ps. people make fun of me for saying yall but I get more joy in hearing people from the north begin to say yall even more!) hehehe
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