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I have been so mean to you blog, I haven't wrote on you in so long.... I know you have missed me, and it's not like I am doing it on purpose!!! I promise!! it's just.... welll here is the thing I have another blog, yes yes I know it makes you sad, but this is for the mission trip. I PROMISE i am not forgetting about you, why? Because you are my thoughts, my random thoughts, the other is about my day. ANYWAYS enough of the apology .... if I do not talk to you for a while its because I am super busy, don't have internet, or i am updating the other... I love you I promise I do blog, but things happen... please don't hate me


Ok enough of talking to the blog. So since I have been in Greece, I have had really ups and really downs. I have been here 2 weeks or a little more than that and have only work 3 times, not my fault or the teams, the rest of the team had to go on a retreat that was all meetings and not fun stuff, soooo me my roomie jessie and roomie tiffany went to Santorini and Mykonos. It was great don't get me wrong, but it made me feel like I didn't deserve it. I really didn't I also really didn't want to go because of the adventure. My thing is, yes traveling is great, but that is not why I am here, I am here because I am doing work, I am doing what God is calling me to do. And when I am traveling, taking pictures, I feel like I am not here for the right reasons. I feel like why am I even here. Don't get me wrong, when I am in the midst of the work I know why I am exactly here. I am here to love these people. I am here to learn from them. I am here to serve God. I know I am just starting out, and it will get better, but it just has been hard... It makes me miss home, miss the people I am use to, and makes me not want to go on the adventure ( GASP!) did i just say that? SHH callie! this is a chance of a lifetime! Enjoy it, embrace it and it will get easier I promise... WELL that is all from me today until next time :)